God cant’ hear me,
my prayer are of no worth,
all the efforts done ‘til now,
brought me to the same point…
Another unhappy ending.
“Encore une fois, je suis cassé
encore une fois, je n’y crois pas…”
Will this phoneix be able to born again
from its ashes, or will this fire and this
pain will burn my soul without resolution?
I’m tired of waiting a quietness that is not
coming. I can’t understand where it’s my
fault, and if I have one.
I’d like to close my eyes and staying sleeping
for a long time, to awake me as a new person.